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last binge 14/02/11 26/02/11
intake
progress

Q
i-want-my-hip-bones-back i mean this picture. is it YOU?
A

yes. why?

TMI Tuesday, ask me inappropriate, personal, sexual, awkward questions. I’ll answer anything you’re curious about.

(Source: overboarddd, via vanishingintothin-deactivated20)

I feel like I’m just going through the motions.

michelleislost:

I feel like I’m not doing anything I want to do.

I need to graduate from college and get the fuck out of here.

(Source: constant-daydream, via brutalwhisper)

hellomynamesnicole:

MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

hellomynamesnicole:

MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

(Source: misskittyxo, via cheeriosandwater)

my intake is fucked up

yesterday i was legitimately too busy to eat until about 6pm when i made myself have a salad and a boiled egg.

today i had porridge at about 5am because i couldn’t sleep, a salad wrap for lunch and a bowl of cabbage for dinner.

i’m stressed as fuck, i have a heap of uni work, my dissertation is due in a little over 8 weeks, my brother is stuck in tokyo and my parents are on holiday in the middle east (honestly wtf).

i can’t decide if it’s making me lose my appetite or increase it and i’m too scared to get on the scale.

my boyfriend seems to constantly be home at the moment and i’m too disgusting to work out in front of him so all i’m getting is the 4 mile walk to uni and back.

Q
you've probably lost fat but gained muscle weight. hold on in there sweetie.
A

i really hope you’re right.

i’ve got a killer cold but i’ve been doing the 30 day shred and walking 4 miles (to the library to work on my fricking dissertation) 6 days a week. i’m exhausted.

why the fuck am i not losing any weight.

my muscles feel tighter but the fucking number is not going down and it is driving me crazy.

intake 03/03/11

breakfast: cup of tea with splash oat milk - 12 cals

lunch: vegan brown rice, seaweed and carrot tofu pouch - 250 cals?

- 60 minutes cycling

(via hipbonezone, untilwedisappear)